Hearing sex from neighbors
I don’t know where else to put this. But I’ve been married now to my SO for almost 8 months. I’ve been porn free for over 2 years, but there’s some old stuff now popping back up. One of those things is being turned on by the sound of sex. We live in an apartment so you’re bound to hear it sooner or later. Problem is that I actually haven’t and anytime I hear my neighbors talking or any noise for that issue I become paralyzed to figure out what the sound might be, probably hoping I hear something. This is an old habit from even when I was young and heard my own parents having sex and even later on in my life. I really don’t know what to do, since it feels so engrained when I hear something. I want to stop trying to hear, but I feel like my ears are so tuned to pick up those sounds I just can’t help it.